Lyrics

Another wire transfer, another late night plea
The balance dwindling, a constant agony
I stare into the mirror, a stranger staring back
Is this devotion or a self-destructive track

Why am I like this? I can't explain the pain
This sweet, self-made ruin driving me insane
Is it your mocking laughter, the way you make me crawl?
Why am I like this? I've given you my all

They say it's just a fetish, a twisted kind of game
But in your eyes I see a flicker of the flame
That burns away my reason, leaves only raw desire
A willing sacrifice consumed by your fire

Why am I like this? I can't explain the pain
This sweet, self-made ruin driving me insane
Is it your mocking laughter, the way you make me crawl?
Why am I like this? I've given you my all

I know I should resist, I know I should break free
But your voice, a siren's call, it's pulling me to sea
A tangled web of pleasure, a damned cruel cage
I'm trapped within this fantasy, upon this darkened stage

Why am I like this? I can't explain the pain
This sweet, self-made ruin driving me insane
Is it your mocking laughter, the way you make me crawl?
Why am I like this? I've given you my all

I know the answer deep inside I always knew
This sweet surrender, I'm forever bound to you